Sunday, December 4, 2011

Like Riding a Bike



It starts easily enough with a drawing … one that turns out nicely.  Lines are good, composition good.  I take a breather and think about the paints to lay down.  But then comes the avoidance of transferring the work to watercolor paper and beginning the under-painting.  Sometimes the delay lasts for weeks!  I know that once it starts, the process will flow, and the colors and lines will come together to make it all work as a “painting.”  The flow comes back to me.  It’s just the starting that is so difficult.  I tell myself, it should be like riding a bike … just get back in the saddle and ride.  Is it fear of failure or fear of success?   Something to think about ... and maybe kill more time?

2 comments:

  1. Know how you feel June - I was once told "it's just a piece of paper" - but it's more than that - it's our expectation of ourself - for me a kind of 'perfection paralysis' - once you're started then the fun begins!

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  2. Exactly, Vicki, I need to remind myself to look forward to the moment when I let go and let the painting happen. Thanks for knowing how I feel. :)

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